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Saturday, January 31, 2009,

Today was a wonderful day! Had loads of fun with Dee. Talking about Viknesh, ewwww there is nth i can posibbly say** '. Aunty made Pizza YUM ate most of em! Now at home drinking loads of coca-cola(addicted afterall^^). Its Freezing cold outside. The weather is so damn fcked up here. During the day its too hot and as evening falls it gets freezing cold. Just waiting for this year to fly by as soon as possible, hope these fcking problems will leave me soon! School, well lets not talk abt that now! The only irritating thing in skool is Kobid gosh, each day he comes up with that sarcastic smile and that look in his eyes to pull me down again! How many times am i supposed to repeat the same thing? Why doesn't he get what i mean?Abt those bitches, they will an unforgettable farewell!
Anyways gotta go now! Will blog soon!

5:18 AM

Saturday, January 24, 2009,

Getting soo bored staying at home today!
Woke up kind of late this morinig then went out for lunch, came back home did some boring chores and now talking to rahish and yah blogging as well.
Tomorrow is my result and frankly i am kind of nervous for it!
Thank god you are beginning to forget that asshole and
that dream was interesting specially the clapping part.
Frankly, i need to tell you something i am already over that shithead
but it will take too long for me to actually forget him!
All of us are there for you and will always be, so now worries aite.
You will eventually start getting over him.
I know it for sure you better not prove me wrong this time.
Talking about skool i don't know why the hell is Kobid doing all these irritating stuff to me!
"I DON'T WANT YOU BACK IN MY LIFE AGAIN NOT NOW OR IN THE FUTURE"
Forget what we once were, time has changed and with it evern i have changed!
All these idiotic stuff that you do won't affect me anymore.
Just leave me alone and set me free.
I am happy enough with my life!

2:19 AM

Monday, January 19, 2009,

Skoool started today was not much of an interesting day!
Had some marks revealed of some subjects...
Science wasn't so good neither was Nepali and EPH well not bad.
I want to talk to Viknesh once but don't know where the hell he gets lost mid week!
Robin Sir is leaving skool now! Yipeee!
Guess he fished some Chinese lady got her preg and now is shifting there!
Aniwaz met many frenz had a good day! Now need to rush will blog soon


love isn't meant for me


3:33 AM

Sunday, January 18, 2009,

Yesterday wasn't much of an interesting day! Met Dee, talked to Viknesh. He's promised some stuff hope he won't back off later! Results of the term test will be out soon hope all will be good^^. Mom and Dad must be having fun well 15th anniversary afterall. Recently life has changed, its pattern is no more the same. Those stupid dreams are meant to be forgotten! and well about Dee she's trying to forget him. That shithead arrogant motherfucking lad, just by being in a band lil famous doesn't make him a star! I know it will take her sometime but he's not worth it Aniwaiz CHANGE TOPIC.
School will start from Monday, all is fine but those motherfucking Bitches are the ones who ruin my day and Kobid....Ergh forget it *_*
DEE: I am there with you and will always be! So no worries aite^^
VIKNESH: You'd better complete your words soon!

love isn't meant for me!

2:38 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009,

Many days have passed feeling very bored staying at home!
Friday and Saturday was quite fun Dee came to stay over.
Friday there was a party and all of us were busy discussing our own issues.
Wished mom her birthday around midnight, well that day was quite hectic too.
I shifted to a new place so had lots of cleaning and managing to do.
THANKS FOR HELPING OUT DEE.
The most memorable thing will always be that cake we tried to bake.
It was kind of tasty though. All is going on fine.
Mom left today for BOMBAY. So got lots of freedom now.
Planning to meet up with Dee coming Saturday.
Life is changing everyday and all its ups and downs are driving me mad.
Every morning brings a new hope which eventually dies as night falls.
There are many things I have to do for this coming year.
1) Need to get good marks for SLC to go to Singapore
2) The promise I made should not be broken by any chance.
3) Plan Dee’s sweet 16
4) plan my own sweet 16
5) Learn to be a good friend and a good daughter
6) Study in the fashion institute with Dee.
Right now these are the possible things I can think of!
That’s enough for today.
Feeling tired have to sleep now if I can that is.
A heartless soul :(

9:54 AM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009,

:)
been ages i guess haven't blogged...
anyways life is just fine as usual boring!
winter vaccation uhh sucks!nothing so interesting dee is coming over for 2 nights i guess! probably will have lots and lots of fun^^..
life is just getting so fucking boring ERGH! i wanna go back t skool!
nth much is going on! me and dee met up on sunday and well had lots of fun, one thing i guess i can never forget of that day will be that one guy! uhh only one sight of his drived me crazy! but in the end why bother for a stranger?
shifting to a new house hope all will be good there! well its getting even more chilly here day after day! can't think of anything else to right so gotta go now!
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1:05 AM